Sondag, 08 Augustus 2010


People can foresee the future only when it coincides with their own wishes, and the most grossly obvious facts can be ignored when they are unwelcome.
- George Orwell
As i write, highly civilized human beings are flying overhead, trying to kill me.
They do not feel any enmity against me as an individual, nor i against them.

They are ‘only doing their duty’, as the saying goes. Most of them, I have no doubt, are kind-hearted law-abiding men who would never dream of committing murder in private life. On the other hand, if one of them succeeds in blowing me to pieces with a well-placed bomb, he will never sleep any the worse for it.
He is serving his country, which has the power to absolve him from evil.

Da gab es vier Jahre lang ganze Quadratmeilen Landes, auf denen war der Mord obligatorisch, während er eine halbe Stunde davon entfernt ebenso streng verboten war. Sagte ich: Mord? Natürlich Mord. Soldaten sind Mörder.“Kurt Tucholsky
über den Ersten Weltkrieg

For four years, there were whole square miles of land where murder was obligatory, while it was strictly forbidden half an hour away. Did I say: murder? Of course murder. Soldiers are murderers


"They're trying to kill me," Yossarian told him calmly.

"No one's trying to kill you," Clevinger cried.

"Then why are they shooting at me?" Yossarian asked.

"They're shooting at everyone," Clevinger answered. "They're trying to kill everyone."

"And what difference does that make?"

Sondag, 01 Augustus 2010


To You and You. and You 2.
IM SORRY! I Dont talk much.... that im not that social.. but if "Bonding" means talking about people behind their back! then consider me out!
and never count me in!
seriously!.. im disappointed..

you used to have a personality..
and when times were hard.. u always stood up to yourself..
true, you'd break down later. but not while the eyes were on you.
i was never that strong..
im too fucking sensitive..
but you were a lioness
now i cant even call u a coward chicken..

and i know.. you envy me somehow..
because i take my chances?
because if i made a mistake i'd get hurt and learn a lesson?

u have given up on that and on urself.. n u let her draw u the lines..
u disappeard
and i miss u
the old u
sometimes.. i think ur still there.. that one day u'll reappear to the surface..
but u no longer do..
u became a content sheep

u make me sad..

and the irony is..
you pity me..
while i pity you

god.. we're so different now..

such a shame..
such a shame..

Where's your will to be weird?

Posted by unforgivable sinner